Sam Attwater: 'I was bulimic and bullied'

Sam Attwater: 'I was bulimic and bullied'
Sam Attwater: 'I was bulimic and bullied' (Image credit: PA Archive/Press Association Ima)

Sam Attwater has revealed he became bulimic as a young teen after being bullied over his weight. The former EastEnders star - now wowing viewers with his skating moves on Dancing On Ice - said he developed the eating disorder at the age of just 13, when he weighed around 16 stone. "I felt overweight and I wasn't happy with myself, and I didn't want to go to school because of the bullying," he told the Daily Mirror. "So I was just putting loads of salt in water, drinking it and then throwing it up before I went to school. It was also a way of looking as if I was ill, so I wouldn't have to go to school... I didn't do that for long. I know my bulimia could have spiralled out of control but it didn't thankfully." Sam revealed he also developed a gym addiction when he landed a part on Hollyoaks in 2009 - but later stopped going when he got the role of boxer Leon Small in EastEnders last January. "I was addicted. I didn't eat anything bad. I didn't drink. I stopped going out, in fact I was boring," the 24-year-old said. "Looking back, I wasn't fat at all when I started training so hard - it was all about my negative body image at the time. Probably a hangover from when I was fat. "I think I just grew out of it all. Now I'm so busy acting, singing and skating that I'm just enjoying every minute. Now when I look in the mirror I'm happy." Multi-talented Sam - who has just released his own EP - said he's busy concentrating on Dancing On Ice. He added: "I'd love to win, but I have as good a chance as everyone else."

Patrick McLennan

Patrick McLennan is a London-based journalist and documentary maker who has worked as a writer, sub-editor, digital editor and TV producer in the UK and New Zealand. His CV includes spells as a news producer at the BBC and TVNZ, as well as web editor for Time Inc UK. He has produced TV news and entertainment features on personalities as diverse as Nick Cave, Tom Hardy, Clive James, Jodie Marsh and Kevin Bacon and he co-produced and directed The Ponds, which has screened in UK cinemas, BBC Four and is currently available on Netflix. 


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