Holby's Rosie wanted to die during stalker hell

Holby's Rosie wanted to die during stalker hell
Holby's Rosie wanted to die during stalker hell (Image credit: Doug Peters/EMPICS Entertainment)

Holby City star Rosie Marcel has told how her new man has brought joy back to her life as she recovers from a campaign of terror by a death-threat stalker. The 35-year-old actress, who plays ice-queen surgeon Jac Naylor, says she was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and thought about taking her own life. But in an interview with Hello! magazine, she told how gym owner Ben Stacey helped her to get her life back on track. She said: "He is responsible for putting happiness back in my life when I was going through a terrible, terrible time. Ben also helped me feel better about myself when I had lost all my self-confidence." During her ordeal - for which a woman was jailed for two-and-half years on harassment charges - she was subjected to threatening emails and fake accounts were set up in her name on social media sites. Rosie - who is pictured with her partner in the magazine - has been angered by the fact she was powerless to get any of the accounts closed down. She said: "I was in fear of my life. I felt lost, like I didn't know who I was. I didn't recognise myself. I was on the edge of a nervous breakdown. It got to a point where one day I thought, 'I'll just walk out into the road.'" Rosie, who believes that stalking should be taken more seriously in this country, went on: "We should also take trolling seriously. Such bullying is destroying people's lives." She was accused of having affairs and having aborted her husband's baby, as well as receiving chilling messages saying it would take dental records to identify her. "The vile, disgusting messages from the stalker played havoc with our lives. I was guilt-ridden. I felt like I was putting everyone in my family under stress. It got so bad I blamed myself for it," said Rosie.

Patrick McLennan

Patrick McLennan is a London-based journalist and documentary maker who has worked as a writer, sub-editor, digital editor and TV producer in the UK and New Zealand. His CV includes spells as a news producer at the BBC and TVNZ, as well as web editor for Time Inc UK. He has produced TV news and entertainment features on personalities as diverse as Nick Cave, Tom Hardy, Clive James, Jodie Marsh and Kevin Bacon and he co-produced and directed The Ponds, which has screened in UK cinemas, BBC Four and is currently available on Netflix. 


An entertainment writer with a diverse taste in TV and film, he lists Seinfeld, The Sopranos, The Chase, The Thick of It and Detectorists among his favourite shows, but steers well clear of most sci-fi.